MIND SHARDS

ahh rather slack day at the office today. practically none of the ossifers were in for the first half of the day, but then the blardy geethree decided to pop in when he's on leave. freaking hell, he dun want to go on leave then go moonlight somewhere else la. really pisses me off when we hafta stay behind just to lock up cos those ossifers havent left yet. i mean like if stay overtime to finish up work that needs completing, then fine ya know? but freaking hell, just to lock your damn door? do it yourself mutha, think they're king and we're slave or wat sia. democratic my gonads. actually no need to get so worked up, i wasnt on duty today heh, but i was yesterday! and prob for countless more days to come until i can wiggle my ass at this green ident card and get back a pink one. anw so far the new dude still seems quite lost, very sullen too heh. perhaps he's ill at ease cause these few days we've been conversing in english mostly. but hey, i told him outright would he prefer engrund or cheena and he said either's fine so there! well hope he doesnt give problems la anyway. also dunno if he has family probs or the like. kinda hard to tell nowadays with all the kinds of ppl i meet since enlisting. just played a game of dota, too outstanding apparently, the other team left real quick. no mood to play some more since zhenghao isnt around. skdjlkas wish my football manager didnt conk out on me grumble. well one of my colleagues went zouk yesterday haha but he said it was damn lame cos he only went with one male friend. if cant go in a mixed group, at least in a large group of guys i guess. apparently it was damn crowded again. i reckon paul and joel must be right, it really is international fuckcare week haha. so everyone just fuggit and go chiong. wonder if any classmates went last night, no idea since didnt hear anything from anybody. that's just typical though. sometimes i really question the sincerity involved. i was always under the impression that when one was thinking about doing something or going somewhere fun, a friend is someone to call along. this is totally exemplified by that core group of friends i've had since sec sch. hell even other jc friends (as in other jc friends not other jcfriends) of mine do that. having said that of course this outburst isnt directed at everyone. i have specific ppl in mind naturally. but on the whole im left with a sour taste. ray was commenting that "wah ur class is still united" when i mentioned we were meeting up. united? nah. more like in contact. yes that is. thats the missing classification that ive finally thought of. we meet up occasionally and do stuff together. just what ppl would do to stay in contact. united is when u go through/do all sorts of stuff together and u know for a fact even without the dude/dudette saying it, that he/she has got yo back. and THATS sorely lacking. volatile post keke, let's see if anyone has anything to say.

extracted from d A r y L ' s mind at 9:11 PM Comments: 0