Tuesday, January 17

ahh yesterday was monday, the start of a new work week. well i reckon its gonna be a rather long week, i mean i've been having 4 day weeks for like close to 2 months now? haha. what with christmas, new year, haji, medical appointments, and uhh mcs heh. after cominghome from work, found out that my parents were intending to go to chinatown with uncle kel and uncle kenzo so i thought long and hard about it: to go, or to stay and play dota. ah what the heck, i decided to go, can play dota any time anyways. on the way out was walking grandma to the bus stop and carrying her bag for her. then she said she's damn happy whenever i do such things. man.. sometimes its not like i want to ignore her or anything, nor do i find her irritating, hope she doesnt think so. its just that sometimes its so hard to strike up a conversation when theres nothing to be said. i mean my mandarin isnt exactly PRC ya know. yet i can just imagine how grandma feels: to have someone important to you not give u the time of the day? but when they do u feel exhilarated. oh yes, this feeling is all to familiar to me haha. it all seems so long ago now.

[darn it, the whole time im typing my right eyelid is twitching ever so slightly but its really uncomfortable]

oh yeah just played a game of dota, and totally owned with SA haha. ah well, gotta brush up and can team up with zh, josh, teng, ks etc and own other ppl mwahaha.