hmm gayle had a performance yesterday. i was caught in two minds, undecided if i should go and support her. now i use the term support very loosely, after all, technically she doesnt need support per se. but rather i meant it in another way, after all she was helping to raise relief funds. in the end i didnt go. and now i feel slightly down because of that. apparently like close to 20 other ppl went and sad to say i wasnt one of them. just a while back i was saying "look at all these so called new gayle fans, where were they when she actually needed their support". snobbish? you betcha. i would think i have a right to feel slightly aggrieved after all the effort others, and myself, put in during SI, only to be, shall i say, upstaged, by some newbies. well the shoe's on the other foot now. where was i yesterday then. gosh im giving myself quite a guilt trip here. i deserve it though. i'd always been hoping that she'd stay in contact. well yesterday was a good chance. in a nutshell: i fucked up.
on a side note, ran in the AHM today. supposedly 10km but then it was more like 7km and walk the other 3. ran in the rain too doh. oh well, all the same im rather proud of myself for having the determination to go all the way. went bowling with alvin and jon after that, with zk watching. man the second game was prob my best game ever. 134 pinfalls! woot. had a sequence of X / / / / from frames 2 to 6 lol. best game ever haha. meanwhile it looks like i wont be able to take mc tmr. hmm postpone to tues!
