Tuesday, February 21

hmm seem to have very low energy levels nowadays. yesterday for example, played soccer for just over an hour and was feeling damn shag after that. i mean granted it was 3-on-3 street soccer with lots of running up and down. but up till a week or so ago i could get through games without feeling so winded. guess not playing for one week really made some difference. due to tiredness and stuff decided to go to bed at around 10 plus instead of 11 plus. partly also due to the fact that i've decided to abstain from weekday dota this week to see if it improves my weekend performance haha. maybe burnt out so keep losing. then this morning was also having slight breathing difficulties. im thinking it might have been due to overexertion from soccer, i mean i sure as heck hope its not anything serious. dont want to make headlines as the umpteenth NS dude collapsing sia. was abit scared actually.

in fact i think i better go sleep now also and hope when i wake up tmr im free of this ailment. at the moment its better than this morning, but i still feel some slight trouble inhaling v deeply. maybe its just psychological la i dunno. well in a nutshell, if this turns out to be my last post then you can probably guess what happened to me -shudder-