hmm also just finished playing a dota game. was playing with zh. did well at the start, but things fell apart. ended with me quitting the game and him following. took the argument to msn even. accused him of being selfish and overconfident, which he is. and he accused me of being overly sensitive and a whiner which i would say is a pretty apt description really. those exact words (by both parties) werent used of course, but thats the gist of it. i wouldnt exactly say im angry but rather, bitter and perhaps a deep sense of being let-down, bordering on betrayal. it's the equivalent of thinking someone has your back and at the crunch you find out that they dont?
very very disappointing. if things go on as such, i see no reason to continue playing dota since playing with my main dota partner will be no different from playing with strangers, with everybody caring about personal gain and not for the team. i daresay i've attained a certain level of mastery such that i play it more for the team dynamics more than individual flair. and if that's not even present, why bother?
-my shadow's the only one that walks beside me-
extracted from d A r y L ' s mind at 10:11 PM
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